Gloomymilest

Love for me is A Certainty It's a feeling when you are so sure about something You would do anything for it   Love for me is An Empathy It’s when you somehow, can feel whatever they’re feeling Or at least, you’re trying to   Love for me is A compassion That feeling when you care so much about something You willingly to take risk for the sake of it   Love for me is A Partnership It’s the feeling when you feel like you can conquer the world Along by their side, or together with them   Love for me is A Sincerity It’s when you don’t expect something in return You do what you do because you just do   Love for me is A realization It’s when everything in your life is starting to make sense And you have nothing to worry about as long as you have it   But above all   Love for me is like a rollercoaster journey of life It’s ups and down It’s annoyingly beautiful And amazingly painful   Love for me is like gardeni

Maafkan kemampuan ingatan ku yang kurang baik. Tak bermaksud angkuh, Aku luluh. Ternyata pertemuan kita tidak sesingkat itu, namun juga tak selama itu. Ku mengenal nama mu di kala kabut masih merasuki jiwa dan pikiranku. Lalu ratusan hari pun berlalu, kita kembali bertemu, di langit yang sama dengan suguhan yang sama, kabut yang dahulu sempat menyergapku sudah sirna pada saat itu.  Aku yang masih meratapi masa lalu ku sedang kamu yang sedang membina masa kini mu, sepertinya sulit untuk melebur. Aku tidak pernah lupa ketika kamu pernah berkata bahwa berterimakasih lah pada diriku karena sudah mau berusaha untuk menghapus kabut yang dahulu sempat berkelana di diriku. Entah semenjak malam itu, kali kesekian kita bertemu, ada sesuatu dalam diriku yang meronta untuk memujamu. Semenjak itu, hari-hari terasa berlalu sangat lama, namun berlalu seperti jentikkan jari ketika kamu ada di dalam nya. Aku yang sedang berusaha sekuat tenaga menyembuhkan luka yang lama, merasa terkecoh dengan setiap s

Dalam segenap rasa aku mendalami seluas langit pun ku arungi pahit manis dan hitam putih aku berikan aku trus kasih Selalu beralasan ribuan alasan terus diberikan terus dicambukkan kapan aku bahagia kapan aku jatuh cinta kapan perasaan terbalaskan tanpa rasa syukur terus ku teriakkan tanpa evaluasi terus aku tancap tanpa melihat terus aku menatap tanpa berpikir terus ku ratap dan tanpa mu pun, sebenarnya aku bisa terus bertahap

I am touchy I am clingy, I am demanding Sometimes irritating and even possessive perhaps I am too emotional But sometimes skeptical towards everything However I am caring I am loyal, I am independent I am smart and passionate I love with my heart not with my mind  I am a fool for love sometimes I am empathize I will probably love someone too much and people misunderstood that as obsessed Now I know For someone out there, I am not their type And I am glad That for someone out there, I am their type But I am waiting I am craving and I am hoping, patiently When the times come There will be someone out there Who's willing to compromise Who's willing to accept and love every piece of me Who would give me their world  because I know I can do the same I would give someone I love my life and I'd do that unconditionally and when that happens I hope it happens not like many before, I hope when that happens it'll happens both ways