Gloomymilest

Hello fellas! how are you doing? im just graduated high school, now i feel like the world is getting real. im not really know what im doing or what im gonna do. its easy for you to say "just find what you like" i mean, here you go the things i like may not be something that i want to do for the rest of my life. i still want to do more, i still want to explore more. i am what i am. im so stubborn and not behav good sometimes. i can be a total mess in a day and the next day i could be someone who have the most fire up ambition that you will ever meet. Now i have grown up, in the next 2 months ill be 18, which is so insane. i still want to be at 17. cause 18 seems so old to me. i still aint figure who i really wanna become. Few weeks ago i watched a motivation video on youtube and the title is "why some of us dont have one true call" in TED talks channel. i feel so inspired, in the video they talking about why some of people havent find their path. its not because th