BEGINNING.
Hello fellas,
im a high school student and im 17 years old.in this blog i want to share my thoughts, knowledge, and experience that ive been through. like puberty times, heart break times, those hard time that ive been through and how am i handle those hard times as a teenager who still looking for their path. (Haha, ikr so helpful)
im writing this in a coffee shop near by my residence, its raining outside. im so cold and im alone. its been 5 hours im sitting in this chair. just feelin to get to chill today, and somehow it lead me to write this. well here you go, i will share my thoughts and my perspective of life as an opening.
im a senior student so you can imagine how getting tough is life for me. homework,exam, and others. and society requirement like to have a perfect curves, beauty face, sweet smile, and white teeth. i have no perfect curves of body, i gain and lose weight so fast. im not that smart either. im not really a fighter, i quit sometimes. My hair aint perfect at all, sometimes it can be so dry, wavey, but sometimes it can be so smooth. sometimes i feel jealous to those who fame and pretty af, but sometimes i feel pity for them, is that the best that they can give to the world to be known? make an effort to be notice, post and spread out their pretty face and craving for compliment but none of them can be learned. if you know what i mean. it just a word, just a face, "pretty". it just like their best impression of themselves were just in one box that says "pretty".
im not saying that i dont want to be called pretty, i mean who doesnt? i like compliment too, i love to take a selfie of me in the best angle, and yeah i got bunch of compliment says "omg *love struck emoji*", "youre beautiful" etc, but somehow, i feel like none of them is real to me. it just a picture. i mean im not saying i dont want to get compliment.. it just feel unreal, you know. And those people, who try so hard to be fit in. they willing to do anything to be accepted in kinda like a group, or smth. i mean what do you expect? you expect poeple will see you as a cool teenage or what? when you die, the world are not gonna remember you. its people that loves you who will.
life is full of meaning, suprises, life is unfear. it is. you think youre the most unlucky poeple? you think your life is a mess? well, my friend.. nobody give a fuck about your probs. take a deep breath and look at that mirror and say "its hard, but you will pass this hard times, you will." if you can't, if its really a hard times of your life, im saying this directly to you "you can't demand people to understand you, you cant push people to love you, you can't depend on people except your own self. don't be a coward, this life is a long journey. there will be long road ahead for you to walk by, now get up. give your best do and best smile to the world and pretend like theres nothing happened. just say that everybody is having as bad times as you, but they just better at pretending".
Thank You for reading this.
best regards,
BabyTan
im a high school student and im 17 years old.in this blog i want to share my thoughts, knowledge, and experience that ive been through. like puberty times, heart break times, those hard time that ive been through and how am i handle those hard times as a teenager who still looking for their path. (Haha, ikr so helpful)
im writing this in a coffee shop near by my residence, its raining outside. im so cold and im alone. its been 5 hours im sitting in this chair. just feelin to get to chill today, and somehow it lead me to write this. well here you go, i will share my thoughts and my perspective of life as an opening.
im a senior student so you can imagine how getting tough is life for me. homework,exam, and others. and society requirement like to have a perfect curves, beauty face, sweet smile, and white teeth. i have no perfect curves of body, i gain and lose weight so fast. im not that smart either. im not really a fighter, i quit sometimes. My hair aint perfect at all, sometimes it can be so dry, wavey, but sometimes it can be so smooth. sometimes i feel jealous to those who fame and pretty af, but sometimes i feel pity for them, is that the best that they can give to the world to be known? make an effort to be notice, post and spread out their pretty face and craving for compliment but none of them can be learned. if you know what i mean. it just a word, just a face, "pretty". it just like their best impression of themselves were just in one box that says "pretty".
im not saying that i dont want to be called pretty, i mean who doesnt? i like compliment too, i love to take a selfie of me in the best angle, and yeah i got bunch of compliment says "omg *love struck emoji*", "youre beautiful" etc, but somehow, i feel like none of them is real to me. it just a picture. i mean im not saying i dont want to get compliment.. it just feel unreal, you know. And those people, who try so hard to be fit in. they willing to do anything to be accepted in kinda like a group, or smth. i mean what do you expect? you expect poeple will see you as a cool teenage or what? when you die, the world are not gonna remember you. its people that loves you who will.
life is full of meaning, suprises, life is unfear. it is. you think youre the most unlucky poeple? you think your life is a mess? well, my friend.. nobody give a fuck about your probs. take a deep breath and look at that mirror and say "its hard, but you will pass this hard times, you will." if you can't, if its really a hard times of your life, im saying this directly to you "you can't demand people to understand you, you cant push people to love you, you can't depend on people except your own self. don't be a coward, this life is a long journey. there will be long road ahead for you to walk by, now get up. give your best do and best smile to the world and pretend like theres nothing happened. just say that everybody is having as bad times as you, but they just better at pretending".
Thank You for reading this.
BabyTan
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